I keep hoping that things will get better for me and they do for awhile, then the littlest things sets me off and I’m completely back to square one. Back to feeling like things will never get better for me, and that feeling is the hardest to let go of. Whats worse is that I feel like I have absolutely no one to reassure me of a better tomorrow, that the sun will be shining and things will be good. Thats the worst part, feeling like I have to go through every problem alone. I know that I definitely am not the greatest person, but one thing I know I have done is reassured some people in my life that there will be a better tomorrow yet I get nothing in return. Yes I know the world is shit and most people have it just as bad as me or even worse, but I just don’t want to believe that I’m in this by myself.